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My Shadow and I

by Diavol (lil Dev_ill)

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I've tried so hard to believe that not everyone is out to get me
I've got trust issues
I don't think I'm cut out to be among the rest of them
I'd rather hide inside, be right here with you

You've been one I can always trust in
You always keep it a hundred
You've never been on that loki
Been thor, god of thunder bars, deliver the punches
When in need of direction,
You've never failed in leading the way my compass
When I've been sad, When I've been angry
Tears running down my face and my heart rushin'
It's your hugs that kept me from self combustion
Kept me calm when I was ready to give someone a head concussion
Cause any indication of hostility, it's always been; Bash their brains in
That'll teach 'em not to run they mouths
I'ma afraid, not of you but my emotions
Of them taking over, full control
Like my hands around my wife's throat
Big mistake, forever ashamed, it'll never happen again tho
Rage has always been a friend to me and pain

Hook:
I've roamed this earth on my own
Just me and my shadow
I'm used to being alone
But where I go, it follows
We've roamed this earth on our own
Just me and my shadow
We're used to being alone
But where it goes, I follow

At times I find it hard to breathe
I lose feeling in my arms and feet
I fall on my knees before anxiety
I scream at the sky as loud as I possibly can
And ask whomever is listening "is there something wrong with me?"

You don't have all the answers
Neither do I but that doesn't matter
At least we've tried our best at figuring things out
We've been right, We've been wrong
I've been mad, You've been sad
Dog, man, all the years jasmine had to live with that

Too much of one persons grief can make another insane
So when exhaustion overcame her and she wanted and escape,
That's when we knew...we had to make a change.

Hook:
I've roamed this earth on my own
Just me and my shadow
I'm used to being alone
But where I go, it follows
We've roamed this earth on our own
Just me and my shadow
We're used to being alone
But where it goes, I follow

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released August 5, 2022
PRODUCED BY @nfnty94 of @redroomstudios1

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